A charming reading of the Aegean region had come to Ankara, the young man. Timely is an important family of fortunes in recent years haldeydi a bare living.
He is to continue training and to come to important positions, is passionate to serve his country, as well as the only remedy to the economic ezilmişlik belasını also saw def. Necessarily be the same again for everything needed to complete training. There was no other choice.
This inanmışlık and of necessity must be, very important lessons of giving. Big city all his life, weaving back and forth between almost passed the school and the halls of residence remains the state. Others, this may very monotonous life style contrary to her was satisfied. Of textbooks in the remaining time reading and exploration of different disciplines divided the works. Books had been the greatest confidant and friend, the young man.
Despite the intense urging of his friends together at home that did not break the layout of this young man. Gets up early in the morning, making breakfast after morning prayer, reading hall pass after reviewing the day's lessons and passing notes. Afterwards we put in the road, going to college without even seem to mind the chaos of the big city without disrupting lessons, instructors listened attentively from the front of the amplifier.
This process continued so for a while. But the country was not cheering the news at all. The economic downturn is no longer under the influence of the family for a long time had come to the last point. The young man's mother, sent the money for the education of even a slight knowledge of yollayamayacakları tears reported tapping his heart to his son.
Young man who lost something in that moment. His reason for sadness of his friends are very little compared harçlığının cut spending was not, of course. He not provide a contribution to the family in this case dertleniyordu to remedy. This could hear the conscience of the weight of overwhelming despair.
Young man of ambition and started once again. And what ambition. Challenges and difficulties of his true sources of motivation. What will make, education and family time to complete all the dignity tadacaktı shoulder the burden.
Immediately after midnight, brought this idea garages began to work in a job for the removal of buses. Same number of bus clears the money earned. Many times, this work was going directly to the school. It was difficult but necessary. Çalışmalıydı.
This lack of return on the work in the afternoons to explore areas of business led him to run. A short period of time that had passed in one of cinema began biletçilik. Movie starts flashing lights nor liked. At that moment his body resting in one of the rear seats, even to this day miss the pleasure of the young man shared with me how much şaşırtmıştım. Day three, even five hours of sleep time was a luxury for a young man. But inside I was saying it. He dreams of the largest capital increase was learning, no matter what condition.
After all, life is much better prepared will enter the so-called friends of adventure. Rahatlatıyordu him to think about them. There was a lot more to work with Rahatlayınca prevented a thirst. Healing the vicinity of the wound was saying to himself, and the calling to which he himself liked.
Life of a young man reached such a disorder order, the school canteen with their friends while waiting for the time he introduced the young girl's hand tightening course of his life living in one of the most important turning points would not have known, of course. What happened was within a few seconds anyway. Eli's eyes bored girl's eyes tends to return to this stuff it was too late. He would open the eyes of a young man works very alone. But he knew from that.
What happened was that moment. Actually, that should be happening. Up to that age to be in love with a young man who certainly deserved.
But sırasımıydı now? Young man, young girl I always wanted to see it after the first interview. In fact, now only wanted to see him. All the freedoms that make people more free and that he felt a feeling like the last representative of captivity could not prevent. What a strange situation that's what's happening. The meaning could not. In fact, did not want to give meaning to that time.
Eating, drinking young man had been cut. Even the simplest questions put to him was give evasive answers. A lump in the throat stuff, çözülmüyordu. Çözemiyordu. Dalgınlaşmış, in another world, another time period, almost found himself. One thing his limitations runs out, the word becomes very fond of zıddına fait accompli. But that's what's happening ürkütüyordu itself.
From then on, the young girl with the help of his friends started to come together very often. As if all this young girl was not indifferent to what is happening. This perception, in different proportions than the young man was dragging. After a certain time to spend time together outside the group of friends started at the young man and young girl.
Young girls can be considered quite wealthy, although it is now no mention of a family member to each other. They left the event a kind of flow. Youth long walks in the park were both happy after all. Time, he yaşananlardı moment for both. The rest seemed a whole details.
Calendars of 1990 indicates that the last day such as this continued. Everyone had a program for that evening. The young man all his friends and of course the young girl was forced to lie. That night hours until it çalışmalıydı cinema. After the plan for what to do if there was money nor joy. At all for such a special night and it has never been any sevmemişti Christmas night.
Cinema room left as planned. That night, another cold one in Ankara. Verircesine message Yaşanacakların cold. There was snow on the ground but also in places eriyordu. Consisted of puddles on the streets of the capital.
For a moment felt hungry. Entered a börekçiye in Ulus. Said the last money in his pocket a portion of pie and lemonade. Finished his meal in a snap and threw him out of the shop. Unknown reason he felt so alone in this huge city. Alone. Family far away. The young girl who knows the where and kimlerleydi. Yes, the young man disliked the nights of Christmas. He is clutching a lamp warm nights, people not change anything. But the cause is unknown, at that moment, and he wanted to be somewhere in the fans, wished.
Lit a cigarette. The new beginning of this malady. Did not like smoking. Bırakmalıydı as soon as possible. Her grandmother came to mind first when you hear the word itself is a factor for some reason: "vapor is wind, the money is used," he. It was true. A moment ago, this illetten kurtulmalıydı. Disliked cigarettes drew a breath and began to do something very favorite. He walked, walked, walked ...
He walked up to every place that is observed to be brilliantly realized that Bahcelievler seventh street. Walked a lot to say. Seventh street lively. Also realized that half an hour left to enter a new year, immediately after the time of browsing. One thing people noticed. Sneakers, water entered into the tips of the fingers must be numb from the cold had begun. Despite being raised in the collar of his coat worn Matching fingertips and he could not find any sense. Yes, it was cold, but still walking.
Just then the latest model luxury car from a passing süratlice where the water accumulated in the body of a young man who has poured almost. Islanmıştı. It's the kind called from head to toe. Heard the laughter, the inside of the car may mean they do not realize this happened but I did not know this young man zemheri sırılsıklamdı winter night.
Cars jammed the traffic must have been fifty yards and then pauses the back window of a young man a pair of hazel eyes, crossed eyes. Very familiar to them first when you see those eyes and felt the excitement of that moment still covered the inside. That moment was the moment time stopped.
Luxury car's rear window, her eyes facing the holder of the family side, güvendeydi, and from that moment no longer a young man was not happy.
The young man, as well as New Year's Eve he never told me many years later we meet üşümediğini.
After recovering from the astonishment and hıçkırırcasına cry ket vurabildikten last coin in your pocket and you could tell I looked for the most ancient house of his friend.
- Bahcelievler, caddedeyim seventh. Take me. Get and take me to somewhere warm. Very cold.
Years pass after another. Now coming back to a time almost lose. The young man has passed for so many years.
The young man finished his schooling. Both finished in the first period. Was the Engineer. Shirin Edwards returned to the city. Married. Loving married. Both girls have three beautiful sons. I always saw around respect. See also continues.
Love baby, a young man with compassion sütannesine emzirtilmesini adopted guidelines last görüştüğümde still believed in love. And murmured in a string of Omar Khayyam.
Yoğrulmuşsa heart with love
Tekken, the monastery can not
Once you really loved in the world
Heaven, hell, get on
Mırıldanmasına murmured the young man but I love these strings elevates the last day of 1990, a kind of forget it.
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